So October is over and it was a very busy month. I really can't remember the last time I was so busy. During the month so many things just got thrown out there into the open, that made me think if I was on the right path or not. Not to mention the loads of dreams that I have been having were I'm back at my old elementary school. Memories flooding back of how good of a childhood I had and how happy I was, and don't get me wrong still am happy. I think what really got me this month is people choices to not be happy and people that seem the thrive off of drama and others misery. Like there is nothing these people can touch that doesn't turn into some big debate and problem. While I'm on the subject of this month let's talk money no let's not people get weird about money no matter what. This month has been all bad I feel closer to some friends, I have been reassured by old ones. I watched a movie about a doctor who sews people ass to mouth (has provided tons of inside jokes). I know my problem right now is me not focussing and thinking about the inner me. That's why I'm off to bed early and up early cleaning house, jogging with Flash, writing music and loads of other stuff this month. I'm going to lay low from playing shows this month but you will still find me at discovery this month for my night and all the other parties. It's just sometimes you need to sit and listen.
